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The Most Happy Day
Part I. The Greatest Gift
A Day of Happiness
I remember when I was learning in Slabodka that it was the minhag of the yeshivas in Europe that Shavuos was the happiest day of the year; there was a wild excitement, even more than Simchas Torah. And I use the word “minhag” deliberately because we were trained for that; we were prepared for the day by our rebbeim. And so it wasn’t a wildness of hefkeirus — in some places you see that on Simchas Torah; frivolity, even drunkenness. No, that’s nothing. In Slabodka on Shavuos we became wild with excitement, with gratitude and ahavas Hashem. I remember it well; it was something unique, more than any other day of the year.
Now, it doesn’t mean that there weren’t other days that had their own special outpouring of emotions. Rosh Hashana was tziternesh, a trembling at Yom Hadin. And Neilah? Ooh ah! It was tremendous in the Slabodka Yeshiva. Everybody was weeping and shouting; you would think they would raise the ceiling from the noise. It was something indescribable; they went arois fun de keilim.
And so there were other special days, special emotions, yes, but Shavuos was the happiest — a great simcha of love of Hashem. And that’s something we should study because it wasn’t just something that happened that way.
TYH: For What?
And we begin with a question: What is the most fundamental chiyuv that a person is obliged to do in this world? It’s a good question. If you never thought about that, you have a right to be concerned. Fundamentally, what are you here to do?
And the answer is in the Chovos Halevavos, in Shaar Habechina. He says that gratitude to Hashem, that’s the most fundamental of all chiyuvim. That’s what it says, טוֹב לְהוֹדוֹת לַה׳ – It’s good to say thank You to Hashem (Tehillim 92:2). Because the rule is that when a word is placed at the beginning of a possuk, it’s put there to emphasize that word. And so we’re expected to read this possuk like this: טוֹב – Do you know what the true good is, what true success and happiness is? לְהוֹדוֹת לַה׳ – Undertaking a career of thanking Hashem. That’s the main function of our lives! Unfortunately, it’s ignored by many in the frum world, but the most important method of achieving shleimus is through expression of our gratitude to Hashem.
But just to say “Thank You, Hashem” without thinking, without knowing what you’re thanking for — that’s not the Chovos Halevavos. And so he enumerates there very many of the chasdei Hashem that we have to keep in mind for which we have to be grateful — a long list. It’s not complete, of course, but it’s a list that whets the mind’s appetite, so you should at least understand how big of a chiyuv it actually is.
And when he finishes enumerating all the things, he finally says, “Hagedolah – But the greatest of all the benefits that Hashem bestowed upon us, which means the one that requires the greatest amount of gratitude, is the Torah and the nissim.”
Number One on the List
Now, the nissim, how that comes in here, is a question that has been explained before and I won’t take the time now to repeat it. But the Torah is the number one of the two. That is the greatest of all the chasdei Hashem, the one that requires from us the greatest attitude of gratitude. The greatest outpouring of emotion, of appreciation, is reserved for the Torah.
Now, everyone here is of course loyal to the Torah; we try to practice, to keep everything. But we’re learning now a different subject. We’re not talking now about doing the mitzvos, or even learning the Torah; we’re talking about the great joy of possessing the Torah. It’s the greatest duty of every man and woman, boy and girl, to feel as keenly as possible the happiness of having the Torah!
Why We Went Into Exile
How much? So the Gemara in Nedarim (81a) discusses a possuk about the Churban Bayis Rishon. In Yirmiyahu (9:11) it states, עַל מָה אָבְדָה הָאָרֶץ – Why did the land go lost? Why did we lose Eretz Yisroel? And the Gemara says that it was a big puzzle. It was something they couldn’t figure out. דָּבָר זֶה נִשְׁאַל לַנְּבִיאִים – They asked the Nevi’im, וְלֹא פֵּרְשׁוּהוּ – but even they couldn’t explain it.
Now, we find that a little bit strange because it seems to us any one of us could explain that. Ask a little boy in cheder, he knows right away. He’ll tell you. His morah in kindergarten, with her great wisdom, told him that it was because they worshipped idols and because they shed innocent blood; other terrible sins too. And how can we blame the Beis Yaakov teacher? Even scholarly people have been bamboozled into believing that the generations in the times of the first Sanctuary, the Bayis Rishon, were sinful and wicked people.
A Generation of Tzaddikim
No. We must know that we are under a delusion if we think that the people were so rebellious that they deserved to lose Eretz Yisroel. Rabi Yochanan, you have to know, was an authority. He was the Rabban shel Kol Yisroel in his time, and if he says something, you can rely on him. And he says like this: טוֹבָה צִפּוֹרְנָן שֶׁל רִאשׁוֹנִים – The fingernail of the generation at the time of the first Churban is better, מִכְּרֵיסוֹ שֶׁל אַחֲרוֹנִים – than the belly of the following generation (Yoma 9b).
You know, a belly is full of organs. The fingernail has no organs. The fingernail of that generation at the end of Bayis Rishon, the lowest element, was better than the belly — it means better than the best generations — in the second Beis Hamikdash. And so in Yirmiyah’s time you can be certain that the people were more loyal to the Torah than they are in Lakewood today; even more than in Me’ah Shearim or in Bnei Brak or anywhere else.
The Unanswered Question
And therefore the question is a legitimate question. עַל מָה אָבְדָה הָאָרֶץ – Why did the land go lost? And Nevi’im didn’t know what to say. The Nevi’im?! The Nevi’im who were busy criticizing the people all the time? The Nevi’im who looked with a magnifying glass? They didn’t see with their own eyes; they saw things that were רַע בְּעֵינֵי ה׳. But if it was in our eyes, einei bnei adam, it wouldn’t be ra at all. Only that they looked with a magnifying glass, and the smallest things they found to be serious. And even they, with their magnifying glass, לֹא פֵּרְשׁוּהוּ – they couldn’t explain it.
So they asked the Chachomim. Sometimes a chacham is adif m’Navi (Bava Basra 12a). He’s better; he can see things that even a prophet can’t. But לֹא פֵּרְשׁוּהוּ – they couldn’t explain it either. They didn’t know why the land was destroyed. They looked, they investigated, they studied the words of the tochacha, they researched, but they couldn’t find in the behavior of the people something that justified the Churban.
And so everyone was at a loss until a nevuah came. עַד שֶׁפֵּרְשׁוּ הקב”ה בְּעַצְמוֹ – The only One Who could answer the question was Hakadosh Baruch Hu alone. And what did He answer? עַל עָזְבָם אֶת תּוֹרָתִי – Because they forsook My Torah.
Now, that’s a queer answer. If that’s what they did, if they forsook the Torah, then why wasn’t this said by the Nevi’im and the Chachomim? Something so straightforward, so blatant, you don’t need a nevuah for.
Forgetting the Blessing
So the Gemara says, you know what it means ‘they forsook My Torah’? שֶׁלֹּא בֵּרְכוּ בַּתּוֹרָה תְּחִלָּה – It means they didn’t make a bracha when they began learning Torah every day.
But even that is not a sufficient answer it seems. Because the bracha on the Torah most poskim say is d’Oraisa and so it certainly is a big sin to forget birchas haTorah. If you eat bread without making a bracha first, it’s less of a sin than learning Torah without a bracha. הַמּוֹצִיא לֶחֶם מִן הָאָרֶץ is very important but it’s d’Rabanan; it’s a smaller sin than not making a bracha on the Torah. Let’s say you want to learn in the morning before you come to the beis hakenesses, so you have to make a birchas haTorah. And it’s d’Oraisa; it’s very chomur.
So the question is if they weren’t saying the bracha why didn’t the Chachomim and Nevi’im say that? They weren’t making a bracha on the Torah?! That’s a very serious accusation! The Nevi’im and the Chachomim would have known that.
Not Appreciating the Blessing
So Rabbeinu Yonah says they did make a bracha on the Torah. Of course they did. They said the words of the bracha, אֲשֶׁר קִדְּשָׁנוּ, אֲשֶׁר בָּחַר בָּנוּ, but they didn’t understand the greatness of the gift of the Torah that they should really be happy with it. It’s like people today; when you make a bracha on a piece of bread, you don’t think about what the bread is. Bread is life. Bread turns into every good thing that we need. Bread becomes our hair and our eyes. And it’s transformed in miraculous ways, miraculous processes. But what do we do? We make a bracha without thinking; we say the words but we don’t appreciate the bread. It’s a sin. It’s ingratitude.
But a bracha on the Torah without appreciating is much worse, because the greater the gift, the greater the gratitude required. If someone gives you a million dollars, would you merely say “thank you” and be finished? So if you’re a shoteh, or if you’re two years old and you don’t understand the value of money, maybe yes. But if you’re a sane person — let’s say someone came in now and called you out of here; he says he has a message for you. So you walk outside and he tells you that the Governor sent him to find you; he wants to tell you that you won the million dollar sweepstakes. He would have to bring along some smelling salts because you would stagger. No question. You might fall down from great happiness. And as soon as you recovered, I suspect you’d do a jig, a dance right outside on Ocean Parkway.
But nobody will do a jig if he doesn’t appreciate money. If he thinks a million dollars means a million toothpicks, what’s there to jig about? And that, Rabbeinu Yonah says, was the big sin of that generation. They made a bracha, yes. And they appreciated the Torah, yes; but not as much as they should have. And so when they said birchas haTorah it wasn’t said with the gratitude befitting such a gift.
That’s how Rabbeinu Yonah explains the words of the Gemara, שֶׁלֹּא בֵּרְכוּ בַּתּוֹרָה תְּחִלָּה. It means that when they said the words they had kavanah, the peirush hamilos they understood, but they didn’t appreciate enough the gift of the Torah. Their hearts didn’t swell with pride, their minds didn’t overflow with gratitude, in proportion to the great gift they were thanking for. And Hakadosh Baruch Hu wasn’t satisfied: “It means you don’t understand how vast is this treasure that I’m giving you.”
The Final Answer
Now, Rabbeinu Nissim, that’s the Ran, when he quotes this explanation of Rabbeinu Yonah he says that “these words are רָאוּי לְמִי שֶׁאֲמָרָם – they’re befitting coming from such a great man as he was.” He approves of Rabbeinu Yonah’s answer.
And so now we know; we can quite confidently say — it’s a good lineup after all; Rabbeinu Yonah, Rabbeinu Nissim — why the land went lost. Why were we sent into Golus? Because we didn’t spend time thinking about and appreciating this great gift of the Torah. Because it’s not only the outward expressions that Hashem looks for; He looks also at what’s inside your head, your emotions. That’s what Yeshaya Hanavi said. בְּפִיו וּבִשְׂפָתָיו כִּבְּדוּנִי – They honored Me with their words, וְלִבּוֹ רִחַק מִמֶּנִּי – but their minds are far away (Yeshayahu 29:13).
The Avodah of Shavuos
Hashem is not satisfied with the minimum. Just like at Har Sinai, when you accepted the Torah with a fiery enthusiasm, Hakadosh Baruch Hu said, “מִי יִתֵּן וְהָיָה לְבָבָם זֶה לְיִרְאָה אוֹתִי… כָּל הַיָּמִים – the same heart you had at Har Sinai, that’s what I want always (Devarim 5:26). I want the same enthusiasm. I don’t want cold Jews who keep the Torah. I want fiery na’aseh v’nishma Jews, and it should be forever. And any reduction in the heat of that Kabolas haTorah, I’m not satisfied. It’s too big of a gift for that.”
Now, Shavuos is a time to think about that more than other days. Although every day you should make the bracha with some idea of what it implies, Shavuos is a special occasion to study the most important of all subjects — the subject of appreciating that great gift that Hakadosh Baruch Hu gave to us. That’s how it becomes the most happy day on the Jewish calendar.
Part II. The Gift of Eternity
Many Happinesses
Now, if we would make an attempt to speak about what the happiness of the Torah is, we would never go home because there’s so much. Just the zechus of looking in the Torah, of learning those words is a very great merit. It’s a merit just to say the words in the Chumash. Any kind of Torah is a big merit — we’ll soon see how big it is.
Also the zechus of mitzvos. Any mitzvah. Every mitzvah means you lived successfully, no question about it. And each mitzvah is arichus yamim; like it says when you send away the mother bird before you take her nestlings and the eggs, it says וְהַאֲרַכְתָּ יָמִים – you’ll have long life because of that mitzvah (Devarim 22:7). So the Gemara says if a little mitzvah like that that’s so easy to fulfill, and the Torah gives you a length of days, then all the other mitzvos which are not so easy, surely (Chullin 142a). So the mitzvos are arichus yamim. When people live according to the laws of the Torah, they’ll certainly live longer.
And we live more happily in this world because of the Torah, no question about that. When you live with the regimen of the Torah, you’re guaranteed against many misfortunes. Torah is constructed for the purpose of reinforcing a man’s life, giving him a wholesome and healthy lifestyle; Torah u’mitzvos mean shalom and good health. There’s no question that fulfilling the Torah is the best plan for a man’s wellbeing in this world.
The Foundation of Har Sinai
And so there are a lot of things included in the gift of the Torah, and we’ll talk about some of them later. But there’s something that comes before that, something that encompasses all of the benefits of the Torah. The most fundamental happiness of Shavuos is the understanding that at Har Sinai we became the Am Yisroel. It was that day that we were separated forever from the rest of mankind to be the Am Hashem.
The Gemara in Mesichta Shabbos (89a) asks a question: why is it called Har Sinai? Now, we know it’s called Har Sinai because that’s its name, but the Chachomim understood that it’s not random; there’s a hint there in the name Sinai — it’s telling us something. And the Gemara says that it’s related to the word שִׂנְאָה, hatred. מַאי הַר סִינַי – Why is it Har Sinai? הַר שֶׁיָּרְדָה שִׂנְאָה לְאֻמּוֹת הָעוֹלָם עָלָיו – Because it’s the mountain that caused a hatred to come down to the gentile nations; a hatred came down to the world.
When Hashem Hates…
So you have some seforim which misinterpret this. They say it means that when the Torah was given, a hatred against Jews developed in the world — antisemitism. But that’s not what the ma’amar is saying. It could be it’s true, because when they accepted the Torah they accepted the yoke of the hostility of the nations, and they knew that throughout their history they would have to contend with various enemies; some who wielded the sword and some the pen. But in pashtus that’s not what the ma’amar is saying. You have to look in Rashi; he explains it. He says that when the Torah was given, a sinah came down against the nations. That’s the plain meaning, that from Shavuos and on, Hakadosh Baruch Hu is not pleased anymore with the nations of the world. They weren’t mekabel the Torah and from then on they went down.
At Har Sinai there was a big change in the history of the world. Now, most people have never heard this but you should hear it now. Up until Matan Torah, all the nations were equal; we’re all Bnei Noach, all the same. That’s why when Avraham Avinu wanted to practice hospitality and he saw people coming whom he suspected of being idolaters — they worshipped even the dust of their feet — nevertheless, there was no difference to him. He ran out to greet them. He prostrated himself on the ground and begged them to eat with him, to rest by him. He went to all the limits that he could to show them hospitality. But after Matan Torah, we don’t find such a thing. After the Torah was given, no more. To fellow Jews, yes, but to everyone else, no more.
The Day Everything Changed
What happened to cause that change?
The answer is, up until Matan Torah all the nations were in Hashem’s good graces. We were all the descendants of Noach, all one big universal family, and so it was considered a proper practice of kindliness to go out of your way for your fellow man. Even to slaughter an ox for each guest, like Avraham did, to do the most extreme, lavish hospitality in order to entertain his guests. Because as great as Avraham was, to a certain extent all of man was his equal.
But after Matan Torah, no more! Lo sichaneim — lo titein lahem matnas chinam (Avodah Zarah 20a). A tremendous change! You can’t give a gentile a gift of friendship, of equality; you can’t even praise him too much: lo titein lahem chein (ibid.). Because at Har Sinai the nations of the world descended; they fell down and became lower, and the Am Yisroel ascended. Up until then, we weren’t Yisroel, but what happened on that first Shavuos was a revolution; the whole world turned upside down. We became Yisroel!
We actually became geirim at Har Sinai and now we are a separate people; we’re chosen from all the nations. By receiving the Torah, first of all we all became Yisroel. Before Matan Torah, even the Avos were called Bnei Noach. The nation became geirim at Sinai. The Gemara says that (Kerisus 9a). We all became geirim at Sinai. And we became Bnei Yisroel. That’s the first chiyuv upon us, to rejoice in the fact that we belong to the Am haTorah. A real rejoicing! By receiving the Torah, first of all we all became Yisroel.
Chosen for Love
That’s what Hashem said at Har Sinai. וִהְיִיתֶם לִי סְגֻלָּה מִכָּל הָעַמִּים – “And you will become now for Me a special treasure from all the nations” (Shemos 19:5). “I’m going to do something now,” said Hashem, “that’s going to change the nature of the entire people. When you stand at Har Sinai and you say, ‘na’aseh v’nishma,’ I’m going to make you into an Am Segulah, an exceptional type of people, something way above the nations of the world.”
That’s why Akdamos portrays how the nations of the world propose that we should go along with them and we’ll share together with them the greatness that they promise us. But we say to them, “No matter what you’ll give us, רְבוּתְכוֹן מָה חֲשִׁיבָא קָבֵל הַהִיא שְׁבַחְתָּא, it’s nothing compared to the greatness that Hashem already gave us at Har Sinai when He chose us.״
But not only chosen. Har Sinai means that in the entire huge universe there is nothing that Hashem is as interested in and loves as much as Am Yisroel. That’s what the Mishnah says, that at Har Sinai, Hakadosh Baruch Hu married us with the Torah (Taanis 26b). At Har Sinai, Hashem chose us to be His bride forever, the only one He’ll ever love.
Now, you might think, is that fair? Is it democratic? That’s not our problem to answer. We didn’t do it; Hashem is the One Who chose us. It’s up to Him. And when He gave us the Torah that’s what He did; it was a demonstration that we are the Am Yisroel now.
Chosen For Happiness
And therefore it’s a great obligation in avodas Hashem to think how fortunate we are that we have the Torah — אֲשֶׁר בָּחַר בָּנוּ מִכָּל הָעַמִּים. Ay yay yay! He chose us! He chose us from all the nations! That’s the obligation of a Jew more than any other thing, to think what a great gift he received from Hakadosh Baruch Hu; the happiness of knowing that he’s included in the Klal Yisroel. That’s what’s expected of you when you say that blessing every day.
Men and women, boys and girls, everyone should be happy at all times. שִׂמְחוּ צַדִּיקִים בַּה׳ – You tzaddikim, rejoice in Hashem (Tehillim 97:12). Tzaddikim means the Jewish people, frum Jews. You’re a plain Jew who does mitzvos? Even a plain person, an am ha’aretz, as long as he keeps and doesn’t rebel against the Torah, he could rejoice all the days of his life. All of Williamsburg. All of Boro Park. All the frum Jews in Flatbush, in Eretz Yisroel, wherever you have frum Jews, we tell them שִׂמְחוּ צַדִּיקִים בַּה׳. Because of what happened on Shavuos 3,000 years ago, a Jew can never be sad.
Of course sometimes he’s sad because he wants to be a better Jew; that’s all right. But never be sad because other people have more money or other people have more pleasures in the world. That’s nothing. It’s all nothing if you are the one who has been chosen by Hakadosh Baruch Hu. He put us on a level far above the rest of the world. That’s enough to make us extremely happy at all times.
And that’s the first chiyuv upon us, to rejoice in the fact that we belong to the Am haTorah. A real rejoicing! The entire Torah is to us a gift more precious than any kind of wealth or happiness that could be found in this world. And that’s your function; you have to be happy in this world, happy that you’re a Yisroel.
Chosen for Eternity
But there’s a second thing. Because what does it mean to be a Yisroel? Just to be chosen? Okay, very good, it’s a happiness to be elected. After all, who is the happiest man in the world today? President Bush. He’s sitting on top of the world. He was chosen as the head of the most important country for four years. He’s intoxicated with happiness while poor Gore just can’t bear to see it slip out of his hands by such a small amount. You cannot estimate the extent of Bush’s delirium of joy of being elected; you have no idea how Bush’s blood is boiling with joy and simcha.
And why not? We would be the same way. Suppose you were elected President, you with your payos. So you’re ready now to go into the White House and you’ll bang up mezuzos on all the doors, you’ll kasher the kitchen. Wonderful. You’ll be a tzaddik, yes. But still, you’ll be delirious at the fact that you were chosen President.
Trump is Temporary
But you have to know that being a Yisroel means you were chosen for something much, much greater. You know why? Because everything else is temporary. The time will come when even the best President will go down into the dust. He will be yoreid la’afar; that’s all, he’s finished. And even though there might be statues and monuments, the statues can’t speak for them. They’re not here anymore; they became dust. And so Bush, after some time he will pass away. He won’t live forever. One day he’ll retire back to his ranch in Texas and he’ll die there and it’s all over. They’ll put his body into the ground. Finished. No more Bush.
A Yisroel, however, lives forever. Because by receiving the Torah and becoming Yisroel, all the promises that Hakadosh Baruch Hu made to the Bnei Yisroel are promised to him, too. And the biggest promise is Olam Haba! At Har Sinai, when we became Yisroel, everyone received an entrance card: כָּל יִשְׂרָאֵל יֵשׁ לָהֶם חֵלֶק לָעוֹלָם הַבָּא – Every Jew is given a ticket to Olam Haba (Sanhedrin 90a). That’s why in the bracha on the Torah you say, חַיֵּי עוֹלָם נָטַע בְּתוֹכֵנוּ – You planted everlasting life among us. Because it was then, when You gave us the Torah, that we acquired Olam Haba.
Now, Avraham and the kadmonim before Matan Torah they also got Olam Haba, but they earned it not because of Yisroel; they earned it with a very great merit. Reuven, Shimon, Levi, Yehudah, they earned it because they were very great people. But after Matan Torah, even though you’re not great, just a plain Jew that goes along with the derech haTorah, you’re promised כָּל יִשְׂרָאֵל יֵשׁ לָהֶם חֵלֶק לָעוֹלָם הַבָּא.
That’s Shavuos, pashut sheb’pashut. No chiddushim here. When the Torah was given, every one of us was given a ticket: “You’re entitled to Olam Haba.” That’s the biggest of all possible gifts that He could give. חַיֵּי עוֹלָם נָטַע בְּתוֹכֵנוּ, everlasting life! All the great happiness with all the pleasures, unlimited and forever and ever and ever, that’s yours because you received the Torah and became Yisroel.
Part III. The Gift of Love
The Authentic Yisroel
Now, this privilege that we acquired at Har Sinai when we became the Am Yisroel is not something abstract, something that we can’t put our finger on. We only attained it because תּוֹרָה וּמִצְווֹת חֻקִּים וּמִשְׁפָּטִים אוֹתָנוּ לִמַדְתָּ – You began teaching us the Torah u’mitzvos at Har Sinai. It means that to acquire the title “Yisroel” and all of its attendant greatness requires a commitment to live on a higher plane, to be a naaseh v’nishma Yid. To be Yisroel, you have to live like Yisroel.
You know there’s a certain fraudulent religion, one of our imitators, that claims to be Yisroel. They want to say that all the promises of the Torah belong to them. And that’s why the Pope will tell you — if you’re ever unfortunate enough to get an opportunity to talk to him — that he represents the true “Israel.” Of course, it’s one big sheker, a big joke, because Yisroel means Torah, and mitzvos, chukim and mishpatim, and the Pope himself eats chazir and he wears shaatnez, although it’s openly forbidden. He shaves with a razorblade.
You know, up till 1870, once a year the Jews of Rome had to visit the Pope to show their homage, their loyalty to him. It was a ceremony, a display of subservience that they were forced to do. Every year, they came to the Pope carrying a sefer Torah and he would receive them. And then he would turn away and say in Latin, “They have the law but they don’t understand it.”
And then the Pope went to his lunch to eat pork. He understands. The Pope who ate pork on Yom Kippur, he knows what the law is. We don’t understand the law. He knows.
Easy Come, Easy Go
The answer is they want to be Israel and to have the promises of Israel, but still to sell Christianity. And if they’re going to be required to keep the Torah, the goyim aren’t interested. So they invented a system where all you had to do was sign on the dotted line and say, “I believe b’emunah sheleimah in Yoshka.” You don’t have to keep anything, but if you don’t accept him, you’re damned to Gehenom.
Even Avraham Avinu is there, they say. Avraham Avinu was in Gehenom all the centuries waiting for this fellow, JC, to come along and save him from Gehenom. Moshe Rabbeinu too. That’s what they say openly. Everybody is in Gehenom; they’re waiting there all these thousands of years until he comes along and he’s going to redeem them. Because no matter how good you are — even if you kept everything and you’re the biggest tzaddik and you never did a thing that’s bad in this world — you won’t go to Gan Eden unless you believe in him.
Christian Gimmicks
And if you accept him, then even if you’re a criminal, a drunkard, even if you’re an adulterer or a murderer, the minute that you say, “I believe in so-and-so,” you are saved. There’s a writer, DeHaan, a well known Christian writer and he explains that. Without any Torah and any mitzvos you are now a candidate to go to the kingdom of heaven. But if you won’t say that, nothing will help; no matter how righteous you lived, you are sentenced forever in Gehenom.
That’s the doctrine. It’s a built-in gimmick to sell Christianity, to get members, and this garbage has been accepted by a great part of humanity. Because it’s easy; no more Har Sinai required! You can imagine yourself chosen and still do whatever you want.
But the Jews, they didn’t buy it. Because we already stood at Har Sinai and we know that when we became Hashem’s nation, it came along with Torah u’mitzvos chukim u’mishpatim. It came along with a Torah.
Obligations of Ahavah
But not like people think, it’s obligations and rules and prohibitions. Oh no. It’s an expression of Hashem’s greatest love. When Hashem took us out of Mitzrayim and brought us to Har Sinai, He said to us, “I love you, Yisroel, and therefore I’m going to take you now to be My kallah. And I’m going to give you the very, very great gift, a chasunah gift of the Torah.”
The mitzvos, all the aseis and all the lavs, are expressions of great love that Hashem showed us. That’s what we say in Ma’ariv, אַהֲבַת עוֹלָם בֵּית יִשְׂרָאֵל עַמְּךָ אָהַבְתָּ – Hashem, You loved Your people with an everlasting love. And right away it explains what this love is: תּוֹרָה וּמִצְווֹת חֻקִּים וּמִשְׁפָּטִים אוֹתָנוּ לִמַדְתָּ –You taught us the Torah and the mitzvos, the laws and the statutes. Hashem says, “Because I love you with an ahavas olam, an everlasting love, that’s why I’m going to give you the Torah.”
Everybody knows that when a chosson loves a kallah, he buys jewelry for her. Now, he’s not doing it merely to show off. He gives her gifts to show that he appreciates her. He gives her a diamond because he wants to say, “You’re a diamond to me.” That’s why she runs right away to the jeweler to ask, “How much is this diamond worth?” She wants to know how much he loves her.
Now, just like that diamond is a symbol of love, the Torah is our diamond. The Torah u’mitzvos chukim u’mishpatim, those were the wedding gifts, the sivlonos, to the Am Yisroel. That’s the אַהֲבָה רַבָּה, the great “love” that Hashem showed us. I’m going to give them jewelry to show how much I love them. Torah u’mitzvos chukim u’mishpatim. Ay-yay-yay! The mitzvos, all the aseis and all the lavs, are expressions of great love that Hashem showed us.
Jewels for the Jews
Now, when the kallah gets an expensive diamond ring, she doesn’t put it, let’s say, on a chair and forget about it. A special gift like that she guards — it’s too important to her. And she’s happy whenever she has a chance to display it, to wear it, to show it to others. Even if she’s not wearing it right now, sometimes she’ll go to the box where she keeps it and she’ll admire it. She’ll show it to her friends. Because to her it’s a symbol of her chosson’s love.
And therefore when you have an opportunity to do a mitzvah, it’s not only an obligation; it’s a sign of His love for us. And we want to show Hashem that we appreciate Your signs of love. That’s why we’re very careful with the mitzvos; it’s a happiness for us to fulfill what You gave us because each one is a different piece of jewelry, a distinct ornament.
The Maalah of a Mitzvah
You know, a mitzvah is a tremendous thing. The fact that you put on tefillin makes you a different person. You’re changing your nature, you’re changing your mind, you’re changing your neshamah, you’re gaining in perfection.
And a mitzvah means reward, too. Reward is a big thing! We’re not going to disdain and look down on reward! Oh no! Don’t think it’s nothing. Even more than reward; הָעוֹשֶׂה מִצְוָה אַחַת, קוֹנֶה לוֹ פְּרַקְלִיט אֶחָד – when a person does a mitzvah, he acquires a malach that will speak for him (Avos 4:11). If you fulfill the mitzvah of mezuzah, or the mitzvah of birkas hamazon, the mitzvah of krias shema, the mitzvah of sukkah, of shofar, you dropped some money in the tzedakah box, or you sat down to learn for five minutes, you’re creating actual living beings that will speak up on your behalf. So a mitzvah is a tremendous accomplishment.
The Privilege of a Mitzvah
But we’re not talking about that now. It’s true but now we’re saying something else. Even if a mitzvah didn’t change you and even if there was no reward for a mitzvah; even if a mitzvah didn’t create a malach that will speak up for you forever — just to be commanded, to be chosen, that already makes life worth living.
What a privilege it is to keep Shabbos! It’s a privilege when you can wear tzitzis or put on tefillin! It’s a privilege when you put a sheitel on your head! It’s a privilege when you can honor your father or mother!
So you’ll say a Japanese can also honor his parents. But that’s nothing yet because he’s not commanded. גָּדוֹל הַמְּצֻוֶּה וְעוֹשֶׂה – It’s greatness to be commanded (Kiddushin 31a). Because when you’re commanded, it shows that Hashem loves you.
What a great privilege to have a mezuzah on your door! You pass by a mezuzah, it’s an ornament, a special gift that Hashem gave to the Am Yisroel. And every mitzvah, that’s what it is. It’s another badge of honor.
Covered With Badges
It’s like the man who was chosen by the king for all the honors, all the regalia, so he wears all of his badges and he’s proud. This obligation and that obligation, each one is another jewel. This mitzvah is a sapphire, this one a ruby, an emerald. One mitzvah is gold with diamond inlays set into it. Six hundred and thirteen of them, and then hundreds more of dinim that are d’Rabanans! How can they even fit on you? You have to pin some to your pants and your hatband because there are so many; every mitzvah is another piece of jewelry that is pinned on you by the Creator of the world.
And they’re medals that should be envied by all the peoples of the earth, because no matter how they will try, they cannot get it. Suppose a gentile decides from now on he’ll eat kosher. Or he wants to put up a mezuzah or wear tzitzis. It’s not a badge; it’s an imitation. If you look closely, you’ll see it’s not the genuine one that the king bestows. People can make things that look like the royal insignia, but they have no right to wear them — unless he converts; unless he joins this exclusive society.
And so when we’re getting ready for Shavuos it means we’re getting ready to demonstrate to Hakadosh Baruch Hu that we appreciate this jewelry, this tremendous gift of diamonds and pearls and rubies that He gave us. We’re so happy that He made us obligated with the Torah because the mitzvos are a sign of His love.
Jewels on the Shelf
And so when you pass by and see a Shas on the shelf — you’re in the shul and you’re running out after Shacharis to catch the train, but you stop for a few seconds and look at the bindings. Ah, Mesichta Brachos! A fine piece of jewelry for our nation. Shabbos! Ah-ah-ah! It’s a gold necklace studded with precious diamonds.
When you see a Shas on the shelf, you have to know how to look at it. That Shas is a symbol of Hakadosh Baruch Hu’s greatest love for us. That’s how you should look at the Talmud or a set of Mishnayos. They are ornaments for our nation.
Not only a Shas; the Rishonim are ornaments too. We’re so happy that He gave us these things. He gave us the Teshuvos HaRashba. He gave us the Rambam and Rabbeinu Yonah. And also the Gedolei Achronim. They made us even more wealthy. Here you have the Shach, you have the Taz, you have the Magen Avraham. The Am Yisroel has hanging from its ears, the Ketzos Hachoshen and the Nesivos. All kinds of beauties, kinds of ornaments. Hanging over our necks is Chovos Halevavos, the Rambam, the Rif, Emunos V’deios, all the great chibburim. What a beautiful nation we are, bedecked with jewels from our Chosson!
The Seforim Shtieb
That’s why every Jewish house has shelves and shelves of seforim. Whether you learn or not, the seforim show your appreciation for that great gift that Hashem gave us. That’s why every young couple that begins to feather its nest after marriage should have an ambition to line the walls of their home with bookshelves of seforim. That should be your dream house! If your wife wants drapes, okay, nothing wrong with drapes; you can buy her drapes at the five and ten, too. But that’s not the beauty of a home — a beautiful home is where the walls are covered with shelves of seforim. It should be the showcase of pride in your home.
I always say that even if you’re never going to open it, it’s worth all the money in the world to have a big Shas — buy the biggest one you could find and display it in your home. The Shas, the seforim, should be placed in the most prominent place in the home. When you walk into a Jewish home, it shouldn’t be the chandelier or the curtains that you see. It should be a big Shas, shelves and shelves of seforim should be showcased in your living room. The seforim shrank, that’s the glory of our nation.
So in case your wife tells you, “Look, Chaim, you used this sefer only once, or maybe you never even used it yet. So why did we spend so much money on the seforim?” So tell her, “Chana’le, just to have these ornaments on the shelf, that’s our pride. These are the jewels that make us a happy nation.”
Part IV. The Gift of Torah
Studying the Gift
We’re going to spend a few minutes now speaking about the best way, the most important way, of showing our gratitude for the gift of Torah. And that’s the subject of studying the Torah. Because it’s a wonderful thing to have a Shas on your bookshelf, to display it the way a kallah is proud to display the jewelry her chosson gave her, but that’s only the beginning.
Because what does it mean you appreciate the Torah? Here’s a Gemara. It’s closed; it stays on the shelf.
“Oh, but don’t You see how happy I was on Shavuos? Of course I appreciate it to no end,” he says.
So Hashem says, “What do you mean, ‘I appreciate it’? Open it up!” Appreciation means you have the desire to make use of it. If somebody gives you a gift and you never use the gift, he’s disappointed. So Hashem said, “Open up the Gemara; that’s called appreciating it.”
And therefore, Shavuos includes both things. Fundamentally, it’s hakoras hatov and happiness for the giving of the Torah, but the hakoras hatov requires that we should utilize that gift. And so it’s learning Torah, that’s the number one happiness of Shavuos, the number one way of showing appreciation for the gift of the Torah.
All Night With The Satmerer Rav
That’s why there’s an old minhag to stay up on Shavuos night learning Torah. Now, it’s not a mitzvah min haTorah. It’s not even a takanas Chachomim. But the Am Yisroel does it. Of course, if someone is ill, physically weak, then I’m not saying anything. I’m not telling you to stay up all night if you have any chashoshos, any suspicions, about your health. But the idea is we want to show that learning Torah is so important that we can’t even go to sleep.
A long time ago, when the old Satmerer Rav was still alive, I went to visit him. I was supposed to do something, a job, for him — I was the one who composed the first New York Times advertisement against the Zionists. I was the one to compose it, so I went in to ask him to give me a bracha that I should succeed. I was up all night writing that article. Over and over again, I went over it. All night I was up because it was important!
And so on the night before we’re going to accept the Torah, we want to show how important it is, how much we appreciate it, so we stay up all night learning — at least I hope you’re learning. Because included in the great gift of Torah that Hashem gave us is the tremendous privilege that we are allowed to study His words, His thoughts. That’s what we say in the bracha, נָתַן לָנוּ תּוֹרָתוֹ – it’s His Torah, His thoughts, His attitudes. And it’s תּוֹרַת אֱמֶת, those are the only true attitudes in the universe. And nothing in the world, even mitzvos and maasim tovim, is bigger than that.
Greater than Riches
Let me explain that. There are two pessukim. One says, וְכָל חֲפָצֶיךָ לֹא יִשְׁווּ בָהּ – all of your desirable things cannot equal to the Torah (Mishlei 3:15). All the things that people love in this world — people love wealth, they love honor, they love pleasure, they love their wives, their children — it’s nothing compared to the Torah.
Here’s a millionaire — a true story — a multimillionaire who’s going from one of his places where he has a big business to another place, a big business, and he has a minute in between. That minute in between, he takes a sefer and learns. And he knows that those few words are worth more than all his property that he has. כָּל חֲפָצֶיךָ לֹא יִשְׁווּ בָהּ – Whatever he has is not equal, לְדָבָר אֶחָד מִן הַתּוֹרָה – to that one mishnah he learned (Yerushalmi, Peah 1:1). Nothing is more desirable than the Torah.
Greater than a Spouse
A yeshiva bochur once told me he was going out with a girl and she heard something like that, so she said to him, “I won’t play second fiddle to a Gemara.” He came and told me this story.
I told him, “If that’s so, then drop that shidduch.” Because she doesn’t understand. A wife is second fiddle to a Gemara. And, by the way, a husband is second fiddle to the Torah too. Same thing. Because כָּל חֲפָצֶיךָ לֹא יִשְׁווּ בָהּ – everything in the world, everything you love, is subservient to the Torah.mishnah
Greater than Mitzvos
But there’s another possuk, וְכָל חֲפָצִים לֹא יִשְׁווּ בָהּ; instead of “your desires,” it says, “all desirable things” (ibid. 8:11). It means even things that Hashem desires, לֹא יִשְׁווּ בָהּ, cannot compare to the Torah. What does that mean that Torah is greater than all of the things that “Hashem desires”? It means that even all the mitzvos of the Torah cannot compare l’davar echad min haTorah, to one word of Torah learning (Yerushalmi, ibid.).
A tremendous statement! Even as we say the words it’s hard to believe. All the mitzvos of the Torah are not as important as one statement or one word of learning Torah. Of course, it’s with a condition — it’s only if you’re learning in order to be an oved Hashem, to study His words. You have to learn Torah lishmah. That’s why even little children, you have to remind them, “My little boy, you’re learning בְּרֵאשִׁית בָּרָא אֱלֹקִים, and you’re able to say the possuk very well. Excellent! I’m so proud of you! But remember, you’re learning because Hakadosh Baruch Hu commanded us to learn Torah. We’re doing His service.”
But once you add that intention, so one line of Torah is more important than all the mitzvos put together. It’s astonishing! Not only is one word of Torah study greater than all the things you desire in this world — wealth and happiness, nachas, long years — but it’s greater than all the mitzvos in the world; tefillin and mezuzos and tzitzis and matzah and korban pesach, all the obligations of the Torah cannot compare to davar echad, one word of the Torah. יְקָרָה הִיא מִפְּנִינִים – The Torah is more important than the diamonds and pearls and sapphires of mitzvos.
One Line of Greatness
It means when you sit down and open a Gemara, it’s such a tremendous happiness, such a great achievement, that it outdoes, it far outdoes all the good things together. When you’re sitting down to learn one line of the Gemara, it’s considered better than all the mitzvos and maasim tovim that Hakadosh Baruch Hu could give you to do.
I know that’s a very difficult idea for us to accept. It’s very far away from our ideals today because we’re far from emes. We think maybe it’s just propaganda — I’m just trying to convince you to come to the Torah classes here.[1] But actually it’s one hundred percent emes. To sit and learn a line of Gemara is better than all the mitzvos.
Greater Than Life Itself
Of course, if you have to do a mitzvah and you’re sitting in front of the Gemara, you have to stop learning to do the mitzvah. Just like you have to stop learning to save a Jewish life, and still the Gemara says, גְּדוֹלָה תַּלְמוּד תּוֹרָה יוֹתֵר מֵהַצָּלַת נְפָשׁוֹת – learning Torah is more important than saving lives (Megillah 16b). Certainly you have to stop learning for hatzalas nefashos, certainly. You have to stop Torah for kiddush levanah too. But still, the time that you were busy with that is deducted from your Torah perfection, and when Hakadosh Baruch Hu doesn’t send such a mitzvah to a Jew and allows him to study the Torah in peace, he’s more fortunate.
Now you’ll ask, how can that be? If I have to stop, how can it be that I don’t get the same perfection? So fifty-nine years ago I asked this question to one of my rebbes, Reb Avrohom zichrono livracha. Now what he said I won’t tell you now — ask me afterwards — but that’s the fact; the mitzvos of the Torah are not as great a privilege as the mitzvah of studying Torah. It can’t be helped; Torah is too important.
And that’s why the halacha is that if there’s a mitzvah to be done and someone offers to do it and you yourself are able to learn Torah in that same time, so let him do it and you choose to learn Torah instead. Because the greatest gift given to mankind is perfection in the Torah; you’re putting into your mind the machshavos of the Borei Olam, and that’s the greatest of all achievements, to think like Hakadosh Baruch Hu thinks. When you think like Hakadosh Baruch Hu thinks, that’s the greatest perfection of a person; it’s the most tremendous change you can make in yourself.
Toras Nashim
Now, how do women do that? Women encourage their husbands to learn Torah. They say, “Chaim, go to the shiur,” “Chaim, go to the yeshiva.” נָשִׁים בְּמַאי קָא זַכְיָן – How do women achieve that greatness? בְּאַתְנוֹיֵי גַּבְרַיְהוּ בֵּי רַבָּנַן – They encourage their husbands to learn (Brachos 17a). She says, “Go out of the house, go to the beis hamedrash.”
Also, בְּאַקְרוֹיֵי בְּנַיְהוּ לְבֵי כְנִישְׁתָּא – she sends her children off to the cheder, and when they come home, too, she encourages them more to learn more.
They come back from the yeshiva: “Mommy, but we learned all day long.”
“Never mind. Take a Chumash and sit down and review the Chumash here. Get in the habit of learning by yourself.”
And the children sit at night and they learn. They get into the habit. כָּל בַּיִת שֶׁנִּשְׁמָעִים בּוֹ דִּבְרֵי תּוֹרָה בַּלַּיְלָה – A house where you hear divrei Torah at night, שׁוּב אֵינוֹ נֶחֱרַב – that house can’t be destroyed (Eiruvin 18b). It’s a blessed house. It’s forever.
A Full Partner
And she’s blessed even more than the house because she gets one hundred percent credit in all the Torah that is learned. You know, in the olden times everybody knew that. That’s why women up till a hundred years ago strove to marry bnei Torah. You went in small towns in the stores, women stood in the stores alone and the husbands were sitting in the beis hamedrash all day long. There were very many eidims on kest in the small towns. That’s how it used to be.
Every beis hamedrash was like a yeshiva because the women tried their best that the husbands should be lamdanim. And every woman knew that she is going to go to Gan Eden holding onto her husband’s kapoteh. That’s how they used to say. It’s not a joke! She knew that she would go to Gan Eden with her husband’s merit of his Torah.
וְהָיוּ לְבָשָׂר אֶחָד – A husband and a wife are not two people. They’re two parts of a personality. Consider your face; it gets credit from what your feet walked. If your feet walk in a good place, your face remains intact. If your feet walk where there is traffic, your face won’t remain intact. And so the wife, when she urges her husband to go and learn, and does other things to facilitate his learning, so she has a full partnership in all of his Torah. And that’s going to be the greatest happiness.
Torah in the Kitchen
Besides, I passed through a kitchen once. The entrance was through the kitchen and so I had to walk through the kitchen. The woman of the house was busy cooking. I looked at the kitchen table. There was a Rambam open with her glasses where she was keeping the place. She was learning Rambam!
So why can’t you? A lot of women can learn Rambam. Women can’t learn accounting? Women can’t learn complicated subjects? Why can’t they learn lashon kodesh? They can learn Rambam. A woman can learn Kuzari if she has time — of course, a woman shouldn’t have any time; a woman should have a kitchen full of babies and she should be busy all day with them. That’s the biggest kind of learning! If a woman is raising children, that’s her Mesichta Brachos, Mesichta Shabbos, Mesichta Pesachim, Mesichta Eiruvin. That’s everything. That’s her Shas. You can give away a Shas anytime for a family — a family is worth more than a Shas. Her children, that’s a glorious library of Torah.
The Torah of Gratitude
And so learning on Shavuos is not only for the mitzvah itself. It’s an expression of gratitude, of happiness, of appreciation for the gift of Torah. And it’s for after Shavuos too. If you have a minute to learn, to learn one word of Torah, just one word, it’s worth everything; it’s more than all of your possessions, all your properties. But it’s also a great expression of gratitude. And so even though you’re a busy man making a living, whenever you have a chance, you go back to your learning, even for a few minutes.
Sometimes you can learn more than a few minutes. You can learn Torah in your lunch hour. You can learn in your evenings. There are shiurim you can attend. Sometimes you even have hours and hours; on Shabbos, Friday night, motzei Shabbos. Some people don’t work on Sundays. Then there’s Yom Tov and Chol Hamoed, all kinds of opportunities. And the man who knows what Shavuos is, he understands that he’s busy with millions and millions of pounds of diamonds. אֲשֶׁר נָתַן לָנוּ תּוֹרַת אֱמֶת! That’s the gift of all gifts!
Part V. Appreciating the Gift
Lift Off
And so we come back now to what we began with, the tremendous simcha that Shavuos was in the yeshivas. You know, the Jewish calendar is studded with happy days, but Shavuos was exceptional; it was the happiest day of the year because that was the day we became the Am Yisroel, the day we were lifted up above, way way above, the nations of the world to become the forever nation.
And it happened by means of Matan Torah, by means of Torah u’mitzvos. That’s our greatness! That’s our pride, our happiness! אַשְׁרֵינוּ מַה טּוֹב חֶלְקֵנוּ – How lucky we are and how good is our lot, וּמַה יָפֶה יְרֻשָּׁתֵנוּ – and how beautiful is our inheritance. Ooh ah! You can drink down those words again and again and you become intoxicated with happiness.
Intellectual Intoxication
Now, we understand that it’s hard to be intoxicated with happiness all our lives. Human beings have a problem with their emotions and it’s not easy to maintain that high level of excitement all the time. And therefore we shouldn’t blame anybody. You see that the Nevi’im and the Chachomim during Bayis Rishon couldn’t blame the people either; only Hakadosh Baruch Hu saw. עַד שֶׁבָּא הַקָּדוֹשׁ בָּרוּךְ הוּא וּפֵרְשָׁה – He saw that they should have done better, אֲשֶׁר לֹא בָּרְכוּ בַּתּוֹרָה תְּחִלָּה – that they weren’t thanking enough; they didn’t understand enough the happiness of having a Torah.
It means that Hashem demands more from us. Such a gift requires more, much more, than even the Nevi’im and Chachomim could imagine. It’s not easy even to comprehend such an ideal but that’s what the Gemara tells us. Hakadosh Baruch Hu said, “It’s good but I’m not satisfied yet.”
Living Up to Being a Yisroel
And that’s an important lesson for us; a great nation has to live up to its greatness. And included in that is an obligation to enjoy this privilege that we have a Torah and to enjoy even more the privilege that we can learn the Torah. It’s an infinite happiness, a tremendous joy to have the Torah. And even though it’s not easy to maintain such a level of excitement forever but all the generations that studied this lesson, שֶׁלֹּא בֵּרְכוּ בַּתּוֹרָה תְּחִלָּה, and made a tremendous effort — like we’re making now, tonight — to try and recapture some of that excitement, they succeeded to a great extent.
And so at least from time to time we must remind ourselves. Try to work on it; spend time reviewing the ideas we said tonight. And although, as I said, it’s not easy to maintain such a high degree of awareness always, but we must understand at least intellectually.
Joyful Meditations
It’s a very important obligation to spend time in our lives meditating, understanding what we have; you have to think about it all from time to time. For instance, when you say, “אֲשֶׁר בָּחַר בָּנוּ מִכָּל הָעַמִּים,” so once in a while think about what you’re saying. “You chose us, Hashem. You made us Yisroel at Har Sinai and because of that, because of the Torah u’mitzvos, we are given a guarantee, כָּל יִשְׂרָאֵל, without any exception, will be in Olam Haba with You forever and ever.”
And so the great happiness of having a Torah — whether you learn the Torah or don’t learn the Torah enough — everyone in Am Yisroel is expected to think thoroughly about this subject. That’s the primary obligation of a Jew, to thank Hakadosh Baruch Hu that he’s a Jew.
And we have to do it until we become actually happy, actually filled with joy that we are Jews, and we should feel that there’s nothing in the world as great as being a Jew! And you should look down on all the inhabitants, kol yoshvei tevel; all of them are k’mar m’dli. They’re like nothing compared to you. You are recognized by the King of the world as His chosen ones forever because He gave you His Torah, a gift that has no equal among all the prizes and all the treasures of this world. Mah yafah yerushaseinu!
A Day for Gratitude
And Shavuos, that’s the time to think about that more than other days. It’s a life program to study how great it is, how fortunate it is that we have a Torah — everyone in Am Yisroel is expected to think thoroughly about this subject — but Shavuos is the day most set aside for the great happiness of having a Torah. At least once a year when the time comes, don’t be masiach daas from that: How fortunate we became when we stood at the foot of Har Sinai and received the Torah. Because what did Hashem say at that time? וִהְיִיתֶם לִי סְגֻלָּה מִכָּל הָעַמִּים – “You, the whole nation, will be for Me a special treasure from all the nations” (Shemos 19:5).
And so this is the day, more than any other day, to review once more these great ideals and understand the happiness that Shavuos means for us. That’s the plain truth; it’s not drush. Shavuos means the infinite happiness and excitement of וְאַתֶּם תִּהְיוּ לִי מַמְלֶכֶת כֹּהֲנִים וְגוֹי קָדוֹשׁ – And you will be for Me a Kingdom of Kohanim and a Holy Nation (ibid. 6).
And so as we’re approaching Matan Torah now, that’s what has to be most on our minds. Other things, smaller things, cheese blintzes, cheese cakes, very good but that’s not what we’re thinking about. Our machshavos are focused on one thing: “Hakadosh Baruch Hu, we’re so grateful to You, אֲשֶׁר בָּחַר בָּנוּ מִכָּל הָעַמִּים וְנָתַן לָנוּ אֶת תּוֹרָתוֹ, for choosing us by giving us the Torah. We’re so happy with the Torah, and we’re going to show You that we’re going to receive the Torah again with the greatest enthusiasm.”
And that’s why it’s the happiest day of the year; because Shavuos is the time of הַבּוֹחֵר בְּעַמּוֹ יִשְׂרָאֵל בְּאַהֲבָה, when Hashem expressed His great love for the Am Yisroel by giving us the gift of Torah u’mitzvos!
Have a Wonderful Yom Tov and Shabbos
This week’s booklet is based on tapes: 474 – Thanking for the Torah | 625 – Perfecting the Mitzvos | E-19 – Why the Land Went Lost | E-138 – Jewels for the Beautiful Nation | E-141 – The Most Happy Day | E-257 – Make Use of the Great Gift
Let’s Get Practical
Rejoicing with the Torah
Shavuos is when Hakadosh Baruch Hu lifted us above the nations of the world to be His people, and lovingly gifted us with His most precious treasure — His Torah.
This week, bli neder, I will try my best to recite birchas haTorah each morning with a renewed excitement. And I will concretize my feelings of simcha and gratitude by learning at least five more minutes each day, thereby increasing my engagement with the loftiest of all pursuits.
Q:
Is it true that as we get further away from Matan Torah, from the original Shavuos, that the generations deteriorate and we can’t accomplish what the earliest generations accomplished?
A:
Is this process a necessary one, that we deteriorate from generation to generation?
Let me explain to you: there are two general tendencies, two currents in Jewish history, in world history. One is that there is a general deterioration; because the further we go away from Har Sinai, the weaker the impression becomes. A hundred years ago, they were closer to Har Sinai. The impression was stronger. A hundred years ago, they were closer to Rabi Akiva. A hundred years ago, they were closer to the Gra. The Gra was just yesterday a hundred years ago. They still remembered the Gra. Chasidishe Jews a hundred years ago still remembered the talmidim of the Baal Shem Tov. And therefore, the further we go away from our ancient models, certainly it weakens.
But you must know, individuals don’t have to follow that trend. That’s only a general trend, but if it’s an individual, that’s different. An individual can work himself up to extreme greatness if he wants to. The world is still open for man to become great. Men and women can become great today as they became great in the days of old. Even in Duluth, even in San Francisco, if a boy is living there, a Jewish boy, and he decides to choose the ways of Hashem, he can become great. How great? There’s no limit to his greatness. That’s one of the ikrei emunah. He can become a tzaddik like Moshe Rabbeinu. That’s stated in the Rambam (Teshuvah 5:2). Everybody could do it.
It doesn’t mean it’s easy. By no means it’s easy. Of course, if you’re next to Moshe Rabbeinu, it’s easy to be a big tzaddik. If you’re far away from him, it’s not easy. But today it’s still an open opportunity for anybody who wishes to choose the derech of virtue, he can become very great.
June 1987
[1] I’ll tell you what goes on here (April 1982). Sunday night at 8:30 there’s a shiur in Shev Shemaytsa. Sunday morning 8:00 we learn Mesichta Makkos, 9:30 Mesichta Sanhedrin and 10:30 Nedarim. At 5:00 in the afternoon we learn Mesichta Bava Basra. We’re finishing Bava Basra and soon we’ll begin the third perek of Yevamos on Sunday afternoon. Between Mincha and Maariv Sundays, Mishnah Berurah, second and third cheilek.
On Monday morning 9:30 we learn Mesichta Kesubos, sixth perek. 10:30 Minchas Chinuch. Monday night Mesichta Menachos, first perek, followed by Yerushalmi Shekalim for 25 minutes. Tuesday morning 9:30 is Bava Basra. 10:30 Ketzos Hachoshen. Tuesday night Yevamos, the sixth perek, followed by Hilchos Pesach in Mishnah Berurah. Wednesday morning 9:30 Mesichta Bava Kama followed by Minchas Chinuch. Wednesday night Yevamos, the fourth perek.
Thursday morning Mesichta Brachos. We’re finishing Brachos and soon beginning Rosh Hashana. 10:30 Mesichta Kerisus. Friday morning 9:30 Kesubos, the first perek, 10:30 Tur and Beis Yosef Choshen Mishpat, Hilchos Nizkei Mamon. Shabbos morning at a quarter to eight Mesichta Kesubos, the third perek. And Shabbos after Mincha we’re learning Tur and Beis Yosef Even Ha’ezer. Shabbos afternoon before Mincha we learn Aggadeta Mesichta Sanhedrin.
Ladies too. The Thursday night lecture is also an opportunity — an hour and a half to sit and be bored. Everybody is welcome to come. It costs no money and ladies are welcome. You could even put your question on pieces of paper like anybody else. On Friday nights during the winter, we have Chovos Halevavos; women are welcome. On Saturday afternoon, another opportunity; every Shabbos afternoon, the Aggadeta shiur in Ein Yankev for men and women. Then if you want to come Sunday nights at 7:30 Rabbi Nass lectures to the ladies downstairs on Jewish history; a glorious opportunity – every Sunday in the year without fail. So ladies too have plenty of opportunities to become real Beis Yaakov seminary intensive course graduates here.
A Life of Torah Fun
Shavuos morning, after Shacharis
“How did your learning go?” Totty asked the boys as they headed home from shul. “Were you able to stay up all night okay?”
“It was amazing,” said Yanky. “I was able to spend the night on the new Gemara we just learned that I was having trouble fully chapping. Boruch Hashem, by the end of the night, I finally understood it clearly!”
“It got a little hard towards the end,” admitted Hershy. “But just then Rabbi Goldman from down the street asked if I wanted to learn with him. He is so energetic that it really woke me up and gave me the koach that I needed to make it through the night!”
“Wow, I’m so glad to hear that,” said Totty as they arrived at their house. “Well, let’s have a quick kiddush and then take a nap before the seudah.”
A few hours later
“Kinderlach!” called Totty. “We’re starting the seudah in ten minutes!”
Yanky and Hershy stretched and yawned as they woke up from their nap and washed negel vasser.
“Ah I really needed that nap,” said Yanky. “Shavuos sure is a busy Yom Tov.”
“It’s my favorite,” beamed Hershy. “What an amazing gift the Torah is.”
The boys quickly got dressed and headed to the dining room where their parents and sisters were already waiting for them.
“Ah, here you are!” Totty said. “Let’s make kiddush!”
But as Totty lifted the becher to begin kiddush, he suddenly stopped.
“Hershy, where are you going?”
Everyone at the table looked to see Hesrhy, who had just grabbed his Gemara, heading out the front door.
“I’m going back to shul to learn,” explained Heshy. “I had such an amazing time learning last night, I want to spend the entire Yom Tov learning!”
“But what about the Yom Tov seudah?” asked Totty incredulously.
“Well I heard kiddush and had mezonos after davening,” explained Hershy. “It’s Chag Matan Torah – I want to spend the day the way we’re supposed to spend it – immersed in the sweet Torah that Hashem gave us!”
“Hershy, wait.” Totty said, putting the kiddush cup back on its saucer. “Do you know that there is a machlokes in the Gemara about whether Yom Tov should be spent entirely in the Beis Midrash – or only half of the day learning, and spending the rest of the time enjoying the seudah and other gashmiyusdike aspects of the day.”
“Okay, but I want to be machmir and go like the first shitah,” Hershy said.
“Hold on a second. Then the Gemara says that even according to Rabbi Eliezer, who says the entire Yom Tov should be spent in the Beis Midrash, on Shavuos even he agrees that we also need Gashmiyus. Because it’s Chag Matan Torah!”
“I don’t understand,” said Hershy, still standing by the door. “If anything, Chag Matan Torah should be the day that we spend entirely in the Beis Midrash.”
“Ah,” Totty said warmly. “But think for a second to whom Hashem gave the Torah. He didn’t give it to the Malochim – he gave it to us. And we live in this world! The Torah is full of instructions of how to live a life in this material world. Or, as Rav Avigdor Miller would say, ‘The Torah was given to us to teach us how to have fun in This World!’ A life according to the Torah is fun, even when we are eating and drinking! The true way to celebrate the Torah is not to just learn it – it’s super important, and we’ll all go to shul to learn again after the seudah. But we also need to live the Torah on Shavuos!”
Hershey thought this over, still holding his Gemara for a second, before putting it back on the shelf.
“I didn’t realize that,” he said, joining the family at the table. “I was actually going to give up Mommy’s delicious cheese blintzes l’kovod Yom Tov – but now that I know that it’s a mitzvah to enjoy them, I’m going to enjoy them l’kovod Yom Tov!”
“Gevaldig!” Totty said with a huge smile. Turning to everyone at the table, he added: “Limud Torah is the most important thing in this world. But we must not forget that the Torah is meant to be used. And when we enjoy Shabbos and Yom Tov, as well as the meals we eat all year long that give us the energy to learn and do Mitzvos, that is also Avodas Hashem!”
Have A Wonderful Yom Tov!
Let’s Review:
- Why did Hershy want to go back to shul instead of staying for the Yom Tov seudah?
- How did Hershy change his mind about the cheese blintzes?

















