with Rav Avigdor Miller
Weapons of the Torah
Part I. The Battle and The Weapons
Measure of Success
In the beginning of his sefer, the Mesillas Yesharim tells us a fundamental principle that should remain in the front of our minds always. He says there that hatov ha’amiti, the true good that a person can achieve in this world, hu hadeveikus bo Yisborach, is when he is joined to Hakodosh Boruch Hu. And so, if you were ever wondering what is good, what is the genuine good, then wonder no further – it’s to cling to Hashem.
Now, if you’re looking for ways to be joined with Hashem there are many possibilities but most of all dveikus means that your mind should be connected to Hakodosh Boruch Hu. And therefore, says the Mesillas Yesharim, ha’adam hashalem, the perfect man is the one, asher yizkeh, who is worthy, lehidavek bo, to remain joined always in his thoughts to Hakodosh Boruch Hu. It means that whatever you’re accomplishing in life, your true success will be measured by how much you train yourself to think about Hakodosh Boruch Hu.
And that’s why you’ll find people who do everything in life except that. Good people are willing to do a lot of good things but when it comes to this subject of thinking about the Borei Yisborach it’s not done. And we can’t readily blame them because the truth is that it’s the most difficult of all battles. Those are the words of the Mesillas Yesharim; he tells us that we are fighting a milchama chazaka, a mighty war that is eilav panim veachor – it’s facing us from the front and also creeping up from behind.
The Mighty War
You know, in a battle when a soldier finds himself facing an enemy and he’s able to overcome him – he shoots the enemy down or causes him to flee – so the soldier knows that he can’t sit and take a rest now. Because what’s doing in back of him? Immediately, he has to turn around and confront a different foe.
That’s what life is. On all sides you’re being attacked by ordeals that are pulling you away from your purpose – thousands of different tests are crowding in on you from all sides and therefore you can never let your guard down if you want to be victorious in this strong battle.
The truth is that there’s no such thing as a battle that’s not strong; you’ll never find a battle that’s comfortable. Ask any soldier and he’ll tell you that when bullets are whistling, it’s very uncomfortable. Like once a soldier was dodging bullets and he said, “I wish I could be back in the good old American desert; lost in a desert, far away from civilization without anything to eat or drink. It would be a picnic compared to being here.” And that’s because every battle is difficult.
But if the Mesillas Yesharim says it’s a strong battle, it means that not only are bullets whistling but they’re coming like hail and it’s very difficult to dodge them. The tests are constant — there’s always something knocking you out and keeping your mind occupied so that you’re distracted from the great problem of life: הִשָּׁמֶר לְךָ פֶּן תִּשְׁכַּח אֶת הַשֵּׁם אֱלֹקֶיךָ – Guard yourself lest you forget Hashem.
Thinking While Talking
I’ll prove it to you right away. Make an experiment — say, “I want to remember Hashem,” and walk over to your friend and start talking to him. You’ll see! That second you already forget Hashem.
Rav Naftoli Amsterdam used to relate about his rebbe, Reb Yisroel Salanter zichrono livracha, that “he didn’t remove his mind from the service of Hashem, even when he was talking to people”. Now, if Rav Naftoli chose that as a way of describing the greatness of his rebbi, you can be sure that it was a very great madreigah what this tzaddik achieved – and you can be just as certain that it didn’t come easy. Rav Yisroel had to steel himself for winning that battle every time he opened his mouth because even just to speak to your fellow man is already a distraction from your purpose in this world.
And so we learn now in general the picture of this great battle: Will you forget the purpose of life? Or will you overcome all the disturbances and hectic activities and continue to think always about Hakodosh Boruch Hu no matter what?
That’s the victory; that’s the tov ha’amiti, the real success – to keep your head on what’s important. And what is important? Hakodosh Boruch Hu! Avodas Hashem! A person who wants to live successfully knows that whatever difficulties he encounters, his success will be that despite everything he was able to keep his mind on the real business of life.
Now, we must know that Hakodosh Boruch Hu didn’t let us out into this world to face such a difficult war without arming us with powerful weapons. And because He is the one who created the war, you can be certain that He knows exactly how to deal with all the exigencies of that war; and so when He provided weapons you can rest assured there couldn’t be any better ones — no manufacturer of military supplies, not even Lockheed Martin, could provide such capable weaponry.
What are these ‘made to order’ weapons we’re talking about? You might be surprised at first when you hear this but it’s the mitzvos, the commandments of Hashem. Those are the sophisticated weapons that Hashem has armed us with.
Now, the non-observant I’m not even talking about now – it’s a pity on them because without mitzvos they are completely lost. They are like soldiers who go out to battle without any weapons. The ‘I am a Jew in my heart’ Jew who expresses his Judaism by eating knishes or giving money to the UJA is a rachmanus – he has no chance on the battlefield. Nobody is capable of fighting off the enemy with bagels and lox!
But even the observant who possess the weapons, the shomrei torah u’mitzvos who keep everything, but if they don’t know how to use them they’re also in danger. Most Orthodox Jews are like soldiers who have been given effective weapons to fight the battle, only that they never learned how to use them. Imagine a soldier goes out. He’s armed with the most modern rifle, with a Bazooka. He’s armed with hand grenades. He has every kind of sophisticated weapons, and they’re all draped over his body, hanging from his belt and he gets into the midst of the battle and he neglects to use even one of them. That’s exactly what’s taking place with most observant Jews. What good is a bazooka that could finish off a whole squad of enemies with one volley if you never pull the trigger?!
That happens often in underdeveloped countries. Let’s say the tribal leaders in central Africa buy Russian weapons – they pay good money for them and they quickly outfit some of the savages with modern weapons. The local villager who up until now was adept only with a spear is suddenly suited up for battle with a bazooka. And what happens? He runs into battle and tries to clobber the enemy over the head with that bazooka. That’s what happens when people who are supplied with good weapons are not trained in how to make use of them.
Now, you shouldn’t laugh because we are in exactly the same situation. We were given excellent means of self-defense; we’ve been supplied with very capable weapons only that we never learned to employ them properly. Most of us have never learned how to handle our weapons, and that means that it’s an important subject that deserves our utmost attention. How do we best make use of these weapons of war – the mitzvos – that are being provided to us by the best Manufacturer of military supplies that the world ever saw?
The Testimonial Weapons
If you recall, at the Pesach Seder when the chochom asks his father about the laws and practices of the Torah, he says like this: Mah ha’Eidos – What are these testimonies, v’haChukim– and the statutes, v’haMishpatim— and the judgments that Hashem commanded?
So we see right away that there are three categories of Torah practice – Eidos, Chukim and Mishpatim. Of course all three are important but we’re going to talk now about the first one mentioned there, eidos; it’s number one in the list which means that it’s very important.
What does it mean eidos? So some of the haggadahs translate it as ‘testimonies’ and that’s true, but we have to understand, what does it mean by ‘testimonies’? It’s important for us to clarify – in what way are these Torah practices ‘testimonies’?
The answer is that many of the mitzvos were given to us to make us constantly aware of our purpose here by means of testifying to ideals that we are expected to keep in mind. The truth is, if you study the mitzvos properly, you’ll find that almost everything has some open purpose which is almost always clearly stated in the Torah. And that means if you’ll learn how to make use of them you’ll be prepared to use them as weapons in this great battle.
Psychology of Mitzvos
We’ll take some examples soon but first let’s understand the general principle of what we’re describing now: The mitzvos are not intended to be carried out! Of course they are but that’s only the first step – the mitzvos are primarily given for the purpose of working on your psychology; they’re intended to be used in a way that will shape the minds of the Am Yisroel.
The mitzvos are eiduyos, they’re testifying to great and important ideals, and our job is not to just do the mitzvos but to make use of them to stimulate our minds. And when you become adept at handling these weapons, so every mitzvah becomes a valuable tool for achieving tremendous success. On the other hand, if you don’t utilize the mitzvos in their most effective manner, you’re going into the great battle without the weapons of war you need to achieve victory.
How great would be the effect upon the Jewish nation if once more they awoke and would understand the treasures that lie in these eiduyos! It would be glorious because when a person undertakes to utilize the testimonials of the Torah, that’s how he becomes prepared to face the world. He’s suited up now for the battle that is eilav panim v’achor and he’s ready and able because he knows now how to make the best use of the weapons that Hakodosh Boruch Hu has provided him. That’s how the Jew is able to live a full life and to complete the purpose for which he was created.
Part II. Weapons Training
Spirit of The Law
I’ll mention one example just as an illustration. In the Torah there’s a requirement that on the doorways in a Jewish house there must be a mezuzah – a Jewish homeowner is obligated min hatorah to inscribe on a piece of parchment two parshiyos of the Torah and place it on his doorpost.
Now, it’s true that when a person puts up a mezuzah and then forgets all about it he’s fulfilled the requirement of the Torah – he has discharged his obligation and the beis din cannot step in and chastise him or even criticize him. The Torah was given to a multitude, to all types of Jews, and not everybody has the intelligence; not everybody is capable of more than the basic requirement and so as long as someone is willing to keep the laws of the Torah, we can’t demand much more of him.
But the truth is that putting up the mezuzah is a very minor achievement in comparison to what the mezuzah actually must do. And if a man sinks to the lowest level and is satisfied with a mechanical observance, then even though he might be fulfilling the mitzvah, he is certainly transgressing the purpose of the Torah. He’s forgetting that the purpose of the mitzvah is to be a testimony – to make us think of the contents of the mezuzah.
Because the Torah says, וְשַׂמְתֶּם אֶת דְּבָרַי אֵלֶּה – you should put these words of Mine, עַל לְבַבְכֶם – upon your hearts, וְעַל נַפְשְׁכֶם – and upon your souls … וּכְתַבְתָּם עַל מְזוּזוֹת בֵּיתֶךָ – and you should write them on the door posts of your homes (Devarim 11:20). Itmeans that’s why we put mezuzahs on our doorways – in order to put these principles on our hearts and on our souls. So we see that the mezuzah is given for a purpose – what Hakodosh Boruch Hu wants is that we should put these ideas into our minds.
The mezuzah is reminding us at all times, every time we go in and out, that we should never forget who we are. As a Jew walks into his house, he’s not walking into an Irish house. He’s walking into a holy house and his behavior has to be different than an Irishman. And when he walks out, the mezuzah is reminding him, “On the street you’re still a Jew. You’re carrying the Torah of Hashem in your heart wherever you go.”
Spouses Armed for Battle
Here’s a man coming back from work; he’s walking up to the door of his home and his nerves are ragged. Inside the house his wife has been dealing with little children all day long and her nerves are more jangled than his. And in one minute they’re going to have an encounter. And so he stops at the mezuzah for a moment and thinks, “Hashem echad.”Oh! That’s a man who knows how to use a mitzvah! He walks inside with the mezuzah in his mind and he saves the evening.
His wife too; as she is going to open the door for him she passes by the mezuzah – there’s a mezuzah in the kitchen and she looks at it and reminds herself of its purpose. And so both of them are armed now. They have weapons for this great battle, the milchamah chazakah, of remembering their function in the world at all times.
Isn’t it a remarkable thing that people can live their entire lives without realizing what the mezuzah is saying? Isn’t it a waste when we go in and out, in and out all day long and we ignore that great expedient? Even if you’re sitting in your house, you can make use of that weapon. From time to time, look at the mezuzah and arm yourself. When you’re eating, look at the mezuzah for a minute. You’re sitting on the couch, take a look at the mezuzah. The mezuzah is not for the doorpost – it’s for you! And the more you take it from the door and put it into your head the more successful you are.
Testimonies of Shabbos
We’ll take another example – it’s not our subject yet but it will illustrate more clearly what the purpose of the mitzvos eiduyos are and how they’re expected to be used.
Shabbos! Ahh! Shabbos is full of testimonies. Every melacha you can’t do, that’s a testimony. Every time you pass a light switch and you don’t turn it on, you’re reminding yourself that on Shabbos Hashem rested from Creation. Bigdei Shabbos is a testimony. The neiros, the kos shel kiddush, it’s all testimonies. Isn’t it a pity that they’re not being used?
As you come to the Shabbos table and you see the two challos – there’s a white cloth on top of the challos and a white tablecloth underneath the challos exactly like the mann which rested between two layers of pure white dew. Don’t do it mitzvas anashim melumadah, out of habit. They’re there for a purpose; so you should think about the mann.
Don’t just go into the table without thinking of this symbolism. Remind yourself, it’s two challos; lechem mishneh, the double portion that fell down on erev shabbos. There are so many great lessons that the mann teaches us – we’ll talk about them one day – and that’s why we make sure that every meal we eat on Shabbos has double bread. You sit down to the seudah with two breads because it’s supposed to be putting lessons into your head always.
Now, we’re just beginning the subject because the testimonies of the Torah are endless. I’ll take out a minute to add a few more to give you a hint of what’s in store for those who are able to look and discover.
Tefillin! The pessukim tell us clearly that tefillin are intended to remind us that Hashem took us out of Mitzrayim and that we are His from now on. From that day onwards we have to keep the words of His Torah in our mouths constantly out of gratitude to Him. At least the moment that you put it on, think of this lesson. Of course, there’s no harm in thinking of the tefillin later on too, especially when you are saying kriyas shema.
But it’s not limited to those few minutes a day. Whenever you see a pair of tefillin, a tefillin bag, you will always be reminded of what the tefillin is supposed to tell you. Not only men – women too. You see your husband or your son taking his tefillin and rushing out to shul, remind yourself what it’s all about.
Pesach and Sukkos
The matzah, the marror, the pesachdige dishes – there’s so much to think about. The matzah has to be utilized. Very good, that the matzah is baked with such carefulness, with hashgocha, with such dikdukei mitzvah. Wonderful! But now that it’s all done, what’s the matzah all about? The matzah is lying on the table, as an eidus, to remind us to think about certain principles.
When you go in the sukkah, it’s reminding you of something. Aaah, what a beautiful sukkah! You put a lot of work into the sukkah and you asked shailos of your local rov; is this schach kosher? Is that wall kosher? Everything was good and now you and your family are sitting around the table in the sukkah and you even have beautiful ornaments hanging. It’s beautiful! But what’s it all about? What’s the sukkah all about? It says it straight out in the Torah – the sukkah is to remind us of the nissim that Hakodosh Boruch Hu did for us in the midbar. כִּי בַסֻּכּוֹת הוֹשַׁבְתִּי אֶת בְּנֵי יִשְׂרָאֵל בְּהוֹצִיאִי אוֹתָם מֵאֶרֶץ מִצְרָיִם.
You never thought about that? Ooh, that’s a pity. Make sure next Sukkos you think about that. Every time you go into the sukkah your mind is becoming a different mind altogether. That’s the purpose of the mitzvah; that’s how the mitzvah becomes a weapon in the hands of a Jew – by changing your personality, by transforming your mind.
The Hidden Torah
We’re talking now about a specific chelek of the Torah – we are going to call it the pnimiyus haTorah, the inside of the Torah. I know there are others elsewhere who would say that something else is pnimiyus haTorah but that’s not going to be a subject of discussion here; for our purposes we’re going to speak about the inner realm of the Torah as expressed in the mitzvos eiduyos.
There was once a big tendency in our nation to ponder the reasons for the mitzvos. Of course the ones whose reasons are apparent or seem easy to surmise were studied at length but even other mitzvos which we call chukim because they seem to be cryptic commandments with no purpose behind them, even they were studied. Just to cite one instance, if you study the Rambam’s seforim you’ll see that he made plenty of attempts to take the mystery out of the chukim – he tried to understand their significance in a most practical way.
But when it comes to the mitzvos eiduyos, there’s no question they were studied for their significance – throughout our history there were always people in our nation who wanted to benefit not only by doing the mitzvos, but they wanted to get the inner lessons of the Torah, the hidden realm. “It’s not enough to do the mitzvos superficially,” they said. And therefore, they spent time studying all of these lessons.
And make no mistake about it – it’s a very very important subject; it’s what Hakodosh Boruch Hu wants most from the mitzvos. Only what happened? Some people overdid it. There were philosophers, thinkers, who were so intent in preaching this lesson to the multitude that sometimes because of their enthusiasm, they overstressed the pnimiyus, the inside of the mitzvah, and some of their listeners began to think that if the purpose of the mitzvah was to teach a certain attitude, a certain ideal, then we could dispense with the outward acts of the commandment. Some people began to say, “Why should we buy parchment and hire a scribe to write the parshiyos – it can be quite expensive after all – the main thing is the pnimiyus.”
It was an argument that some people made and therefore, there were those who began to neglect the mitzvah – there arose a certain tendency among a small number of people that the act is not so important and that we could dispense with the mitzvah itself.
Neglecting the Hidden Torah
Let’s say mezuzah for example. They said that if the purpose is stated openly in the Torah, to remember Hashem, so as long as we give every day a half hour of thinking about the lesson that Hashem echad and that He’s watching, that’s better than having a mezuzah and never once thinking about Hashem. Why suffice with the shell, the outer layer, when the real purpose is the fruit? That was their argument.
The truth is it’s a very big error. It’s an error for many reasons but one of the most important ones is that it’s the system of the Torah to provide certain physical objects to act as reminders; to testify to certain great principles. And Hakodosh Boruch Hu wants us to utilize those objects because when you train yourself to attach certain ideals to an object, He knows that’s how you best inscribe the principles into your personality – like I said earlier, the one who made the battle knows best how to be victorious.
But because of the to’im, because of those who made the mistake of thinking that the pnimiyus was enough, as a result there arose a counter effect and our nation began to say, “Forget about philosophizing. You see what happens when you philosophize; when you think only about the message of the mitzvos, the mitzvos themselves become neglected. And so, let’s concentrate just on the deeds. Let’s emphasize the importance of doing the mitzvah and that’s all.”
And that’s why it became a practice in our nation not to philosophize – the Am Yisroel put all of its abilities into studying the technicalities of the mitzvos; exactly how to perform them with all the externalities became the interest of the nation – a holy nation of midakdikim b’mitzvos. It’s a pleasure to see!
Substance Use and Abuse
However, we’re learning now that there’s a great loss in neglecting the principle of the pnimiyus of the mitzvos. You know, despite the fact that some people overdo the practice of breathing fresh air — some people are fresh air addicts and even in mid winter, they’ll open windows when they sleep and during the night they contract colds. They get up in the morning and they’re sick.
But just because some people overdo it doesn’t therefore mean that we should avoid fresh air; it doesn’t mean that fresh air is bad. You just have to know, like they say in Yiddish, vu ein vu ois — you have to know how to apply it.
And so it’s necessary for us to return to this study – actually the practice of pnimiyus haTorah. That’s how the kadmonim, the ancients, did a mitzvah. They understood that our lives are meant to be revolutionized by the mezuzah and the tefillin and the sukkah and the matzah and by all the other mitzvos and they utilized them for that purpose. And it’s a pity that we should take mitzvos that are intended to transform our personalities and instead we’re just doing them as just mechanical motions; they’re still mitzvos but they don’t fulfill the ultimate intention of the One who gave them to us.
Part III. The Ultimate Weapon
Speaking and Saying
Now, of all the mitzvos eiduyos, of all the weapons we’ve been given, one of the most all encompassing is found in our parsha. Hakodosh Boruch Hu told Moshe Rabeinu, דַּבֵּר – Speak, אֶל בְּנֵי יִשְׂרָאֵל to the Bnei Yisroel, וְאָמַרְתָּ אֲלֵיהֶם וְעָשׂוּ לָהֶם צִיצִית, and say to them the commandment of tzitzis (Shelach 15:38). It’s an interesting form of speech – “speak to them and say to them” – and it means something important.
We’ll explain it like this. Dabber, speak, denotes the function of proclaiming. V’amarta, on the other hand, denotes the speaker’s intention; his thoughts and emotions – the pnimiyus.
Hakodosh Boruch Hu sent Moshe to the people not only to dabber, to speak about the mitzvah in general, but also, v’amarta – to say to them; it means to explain to them His intentions; to explain the purpose of tzitzis and the method of gaining the benefit of this mitzvah. It’s not enough that the nation should wear tzitzis; the lessons of the tzitzis have to be brought close to the people’s thoughts and emotions because that after all is the prime purpose of tzitzis: וּרְאִיתֶם אֹתוֹ וּזְכַרְתֶּם אֶת כָּל מִצְוֹת הַשֵּׁם – You will see it and remember all of Hashem’s mitzvos.
Learning New Things
I was walking on King’s Highway once and they were doing construction work. As I passed by, the Italian foreman pointed to my tzitzis and asked, “What’s that for?” So I said, “It’s to remind us,” and I pointed to the sky. “Oooh,” he said. He understood that. An Italian foreman understands that we’re wearing tzitzis to remind us of the One in the sky.
It’s a pity that what the gentile understands is ignored by us. You know, if I were talking to a group of college boys and girls, way out let’s say in Tulsa, Oklahoma and they would be hearing about tzitzis for the first time, I’d take out tzitzis and show it to them and they’d be amazed. It would be an interesting thing to them – they never saw it before – and it would have an effect on them.
But when you talk to people who are all wearing tzitzis it’s very difficult for them to learn what it really means because they think they know all about it – they know in the wrong way; they know it mitzvas anashim melumadah, as habit, but they think they know it all already.
Using the Weapons
But it can’t be helped! We must learn what the mitzvos mean, otherwise we’re like people going into battle without weapons. Certainly, we wear them every day! But if a person doesn’t use them – if he never once in his life looked at the tzitzis and thought about Hashem – then he shouldn’t be surprised that they don’t have any effect.
It’s like hanging a bazooka around the naked loins of that savage in Africa; it’s almost worthless because he doesn’t know what to do with it. And the same is hanging tzitzis on someone whose head is empty. Here’s a boy wearing tzitzis. Wonderful! Very nice! But he knows as much about the purpose of tzitzis as a beheima wearing tzitzis. He’s like a little calf wearing arba kanfos and when he grows up he becomes a big old ox that wears tzitzis.
Of course a mitzvah he gains, but he doesn’t gain what the mitzvah is intended for. Now it could be that bederech segulah, in some mysterious way, it does something, I wouldn’t know. It could be that even without understanding how a tzitzis works it accomplishes something. But the true effectiveness only comes with learning how to make use of the weapons.
Seeing and Remembering
Chazal tell us (Menachos 43b) that shekulah mitzvas tzitzis keneged kol hamitzvos – wearing tzitzis is as weighty as all the mitzvos. The question is, is it really? Is tzitzis as important as all the mitzvos? How can you say that? What about talmud Torah keneged kulam?
The answer is that it’s shekulah because tzitzis can remind you of everything. Tzitzis is the means of remembering: U’reisem oso, ifyou look at it, uzechartem, you’ll remember.
Now it doesn’t mean that it’s a mitzvas asei to look. There is one rishon who says that, but we follow those who hold that there’s no obligation to look at the tzitzis (see Tur O.C. 24). When the Torah says ure’isem oso, the Torah is telling us as follows: Ure’isem oso – when you will see the fringes, uzechartem – you’re going to remember. Tzitzis can bring you to remembering everything.
Our kadmonim did that – they tied the tzitzis up with certain ideas. In ancient times if you were a Jew you learned how to handle this weapon. Every day when they put on the tzitzis, they thought about a different commandment of the Torah and the tzitzis began to fulfill its function of reminding them. When you connect the tzitzis with certain ideas it becomes an effective weapon.
Let’s say tomorrow morning you put on the tzitzis and you look at them and you’re thinking, “I won’t get angry today. Anger is a sin and so today whenever I look at the tzitzis – not only mine; anybody’s – it’s going to remind me not to get angry.” That’s already a very great accomplishment. If you practice it up, so from now on you might remember when you look at the tzitzis not to get angry.
Now ladies, don’t be impatient. The Torah is speaking to you too — the tzitzis are not just for men. Ure’isem oso means everybody should see the tzitzis. The Gemara (Menachos 43a) says that a blind person is obligated in tzitzis because other people can see it. It means other people can become great from seeing a man’s tzitzis.
So here’s a mother with a lot of little boys in the house and she’s constantly seeing the children’s tzitzis; if she understands that it’s for her too so she’s getting greater and greater each time she sees them. Sometimes her husband and her children might be thinking nothing at all but she’s thinking about His mitzvos every time she sees the tzitzis and she’s gaining more than they are because that’s what the eidus of tzitzis are for.
One Mitzvah At a Time
I was once passing through a place where Jewish glaziers were installing windows in a church — this was when I was in Europe. They were on top of a church putting in the glass panes and their long beards and tzitzis were flowing in the wind. I was walking by, watching their tzitzis and I was thinking, “Those tzitzis remind us that we went out of Egypt.” You should try that once – next time you put on tzitzis or see someone’s tzitzis, think that they’re supposed to remind you to remember that the Almighty took us out of Mitzrayim.
Little by little you’re practicing identifying tzitzis with Yetzias Mitzrayim. Then, after you are well grounded in that, so you’ll take another mitzvah and associate it with the tzitzis. Let’s say I look at my tzitzis andI remind myself that Hakodosh Boruch Hu said we should watch out for shaatnez; if you have a woolen suit make sure you don’t have any linen stiffening inside it because it’s shaatnez. After a while you get in the habit of reminding yourself of shaatnez when you look at your tzitzis.
Next, think about וְאָהַבְתָּ לְרֵעֲךָ כָּמוֹךָ, that you have to love your fellow Jew. A Jew who keeps mitzvos, he’s your brother and you have to love him. If he doesn’t keep mitzvos then he’s not your brother but as long as he’s achicha bamitzvos, who cares if he’s Hungarian or Lithuanian or Syrian; who cares where he came from, or even if he’s a rough fellow, you have to love him. And by looking at the tzitzis, you can train yourself in that ideal.
The Tzitzis Become Heavier
Now suppose you live in Boro Park or Meah Shearim; you’ll have endless opportunities because they have good Jews there and you’ll see tzitzis wherever you go. From time to time when you see tzitzis floating behind somebody’s garments, remind yourself of your purpose here. Think, “וִהְיִיתֶם קְדוֹשִׁים לֵאלֹקֵיכֶם – We are a holy people! We’re not a people that sanctions immorality.” The Jewish people hate anything that smacks of obscenity; anything that’s not nice, that’s not decent, is foreign to our nature. And if there are Jews who are proponents of wicked things, like gay rights and things like that, it’s only because they’re victims of the gentiles. A Jew by nature hates immorality!
You see tzitzis? It reminds you – never visit a house unless the husband is present at the same time. Never allow a man into your home if your husband is not around. Believe me it’s worthwhile if a Jew will think when he sees tzitzis that he can never be alone with a woman unless somebody else is present.
Keep on doing it and after a while tzitzis reminds you of the issur of yichud and about Yetzias Mitzrayim and shaatnez and they remind you to love your brother and to promote decency. Little by little, you attach more and more significance to the tzitzis until it’s shekula k’neged kol hamitzvos.
Of course don’t try and do everything at once when you leave here tonight but it’s homework for you — you have to make an effort to associate the mitzvos with the tzitzis because it won’t happen by itself. But once you make up your mind that’s what you want to do then haba letaher mesayin lo. You practice up every day and little by little you finally get to such a stage that when you see somebody wearing tzitzis – and everybody is – so ure’isem oso, you’ll see them, uzechartem, and you’ll remember, es kol mitzvos Hashem, all the commandments of Hashem.
Now, I understand that life is busy and that once you leave here you forget about the things I’m telling you. The milchama chazaka she’nimtzeis eilav panim v’achor is overwhelming and your thoughts are crowded with everything except for the important things. But that’s precisely why we need these weapons of war – they are our salvation, our path to victory.
And so, no matter how much ground you already yielded on the battlefield, you’re equipped now to regain that territory. And even if the battle continues to rain down a hail of bullets, no matter! A soldier who enters the battle and he received a wound does he say, “On well, there’s no use. I might as well get a bullet in the head and finished.” Oh no! He tries his best to continue fighting because as long as he’s alive, as long as he’s still breathing he still has the opportunity to be healed and fight to the victorious end.
The truth is nobody remains unwounded in this battle. אֵין צַדִּיק בָּאָרֶץ אֲשֶׁר יַעֲשֶׂה טּוֹב וְלֹא יֶחֱטָא – there’s nobody who doesn’t make mistakes (Koheles 7:20). But there’s no mitzvah to go around collecting wounds. You pick yourself up and keep fighting.
Be A Hero
And just like in this world when a soldier comes back from war, he wants to display his wounds to his friends; he wants to show that he’s a battle-scarred veteran, that he’s fought the battle and survived, it’s the same thing here. It’s all very good as long as you’re using the weapons that were given to you. As long as we recognize the weapons of war that Hashem has given us and we use them to the utmost, we’ll remain alive — we’ll remain alive in both worlds.
And therefore we should consider how great a function in our lives these mitzvos eiduyos have and begin applying ourselves bli neder to a career of little by little making the mitzvos more meaningful.
Because that’s the system of the Torah. The ‘testimonies’ are a big part of the Torah and every one of the eiduyos becomes alive if you utilize it properly. And because our daily lives are full of such opportunities, that’s one of the secrets to achieving success in serving Hakodosh Boruch Hu – by utilizing the weapons of war the way He intended, that’s the path to victory.
Have A Wonderful Shabbos
Let’s Get Practical
Training for Battle with Advanced Weaponry
Every day this week I will begin my practice of bringing the mitzvos eiduyos to life. Each morning, when I see tzitzis – whether mine, orof someone else – I will think of one of the taryag mitzvos, and I will try to associate that mitzvah with the strings of the tzitzis. When I am successful, I will move on to another mitzvah. In this way, seeing the testimonials of Hashem will bring their great principles to my mind.